Not only am I impulsive, but I'm restless as well.

ahh yes, I am restless.

Truly the perfect word to define me.

I'm restless concerning everything.

I'm restless:

• in general
• concerning careers, i couldn't imagine just having the same career for years and years and years.
• concerning locations, i always want to be moving, traveling, exploring new places, meeting new people, seeing beautiful sights all around the world
• concerning everyday life, basically. if i get in my mind that i want to do something or go somewhere, i can't wait too long to do it or go, i get too anxious and restless.

so this is the reason.

and don't worry madre, a t-shirt covers this, as does my hair, anyway.

auld lang syne.

"girl's gotta eat"

this is my official last full day living at Winthrop.

i'm going to miss my best friends here more than i can possibly fathom.

we had some amazing times and formed a bond that i could only hope to come across again in my lifetime.

Nichole Lee and Brett White, I love you too so so so much, i can't even describe the love i have for you two.

"i loved al lipshitz more than i can possibly say."

i hate to leave you two, but I've got to do this for myself.

i know that we'll meet again in the near future.

you can't break a bond like this.

i'm finishing up some scrapbooking.

listening to alanis.

waiting till around one o clock to see if the Bookworm is open.

i've got some books to sell.

so then hopefully i'll be on my way to gettin another tattoo.

yes.

and if you ever get so lucky as to ever meet

and befriend these two individuals, you've

stumbled upon something completely miraculous,

don't take them for granted.

<3

this too, shall pass.

i'm beginning a new chapter in my life.

leaving college.

returning home.

starting up on medication for my anxiety and hopefully it will help with my depression.

i'm going to a facility for a little while.

only 6 days i believe.

therapy.

i'm going to take some photography classes.

get matching tattoos with my madre.

work on some things.

work on myself.

gain motivation.

lose my doubts.

it's going to be good.

it's going to be all right.

this too, shall pass.